Wednesday, July 12, 2006
reality check
(1) i'm not despo
(2) i know what i'm doing
(3) you think you know me but you dont. you just want me to help you and be someone you can sms/call whenever you're bored. i'm NOT, for gdness sake, an ENTERTAINMENT CHANNEL thatn u can switch to anytime.
(4) i'm not free to go out whenever you want to.
so maybe life's not as perfect as i thought.
okay i may not be PRO in music. blablabla. just freakingly let me learn piano. you've ALWAYS said "i'm behind you and supporting you always. and i care for you no matter what decision you make"
in fact...
I DONT THINK YOU CARE AT ALL.
who cares?
ya. pls la. i wasnt born yesterday.
i know you'll tell me to grow up.
OH WOW.
u know what?
LOOK WHO'S TALKING?
HYPOCRITE.
its just so fuckingly pissifying. i dont care if you kill me. anyway, thats an open option. OKAY?
just plainly
SHUT UP.
is that so difficult?
do i look like i care whatsoever. sto saying that i look super pissed and sian and ask me to tell u whats wrong. CAUSE read my blog. OKAY? UNDERSTOOD?
something called leave me alone?
-PISSED.
9:23 PM